I just got back from a 2 hour bike ride which really helped my confused thoughts.  Sorta xD. 

Earlier today I was just kind of standing around by the school and my friend Katie walked up and we started talking and she was talking about how her boyfriend and her were going on a date or something and she wanted to look nice so I offered to help with her hair and make up and all that girly stuff.  Wow, that was a very long sentence.  But anyways, we were in the bathroom and she didn't have anything other than mousse to put in her hair so I started twisting it like dreads.  She was all "omg...I have dreads xD" and we had a bit of a laugh over it.  I may be going on the school radio with her on Wednesday!  So excited!  Because we may just be doing like a talk show type thing.

I've been debating on what I want to get pierced.  First it was my eyebrow back a few years ago, then my lip, then my nose, then my tongue.  Ugh.  I talked to my roommate earlier when she got home from school and I asked her what she thought I should get.  She thinks a little stud in my nose would look good and she said she wanted one too.  What's really cool is we both decided to try to get ours done together next month!! :D  I think we may becoming friends. 

And!  My friend Adam is finally coming over tomorrow so we may go for a walk or something.  I hope it's semi-nice.  Then I can show off my tattoos as Lindsay calls it.  xDD.  Funny story:  earlier she calls me up and asks if I want to go to Walmart with her and her dad.  I had nothing better to do so obviously I said yes.  When they came to pick me up (because it was beautiful out), I was wearing a dude's tank top and some baggy jeans.  I come running out and this kid on a bike is looking at me like (O.O) and I was confused why.  I get in the car and Lindsay goes "are you in some kind of gang or something?" xD wow, Linds.  I was asked twice today if I'm on probation and once before (by Jarred's grandma) if I was ever in jail.  Is there some kind of vibe coming off me???

Kitten was really p***ed at me today and he told me that he didn't want to be friends or something.  I feel like crap and lonely because he was really one of the only people I have ever trusted to tell my whole story to.  For those who actually care, I'm not a very popular person.  Of course, it's most likely because I have problems with people...problems with caring for people mostly.  I didn't learn to stop caring, I learned to stop feeling emotions toward people.  I'm not exactly sure what causes it, but it could have been the "you don't have friends" thing.  Usually when someone's a prick, I stop talking to them altogether.  There's no need for that negativity in my life. 

My bike ride was interesting.  So I was listening to music while I was riding and I saw this guy walking down the street.  He looked miserable.  Suddenly a Nightcore version of...I can't remember the song title and I'm too lazy to go look...came on and it's all upbeat and sounds kind of like something one would play at a rave.  Not like I have ever been to anything like that (low social standing, remember?).  Then as I pass him, I giggled at an image I got in my head.  It's like he's walking down the sidewalk and all of the sudden I pop out of nowhere on my bike with light up gloves and the song playing.  It would have been one of those "wtf?!" moments which was so funny.

So, yeah, I'm just sitting here on my bed writing this.  My roommate is over there working on some type of homework so I don't want to suddenly start giggling like before.  Oh s***, I just did.... X:  Anyways, I'm overly tired or something.  And my stomach is making the most random noises ever like "I know you just fed me, but I deserve more, B****!!!!"  If stomachs could talk, that would be super creepy.  Along with that movie I went to see last night with Jarred xD. It was Transcendence or something and super creepy.  There was a part where pieces of healing dirt were flinging around to possess people!! I'm kidding, but they both die in the end.  I spoiled it, sorry.  :P

Okay.  Night all those...people out there reading this (audience here's silence and crickets symbolizing there is NO ONE there).

Sincerely,
Stalker Tendencies *** I'm not really a stalker, but sometimes I like starting conversations with random people :D  That's how you make friends.  You know, if they aren't too stuck up.